Coulda Woulda Shoulda

Today is my birthday. I am now entering the last year of my twenties, or, as my mother likes to point out, my 30th year. I found this astrology report was sent to me free from www.birthdayalarm.com . It explains a lot...and is a bit eerie how accurate it is: Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real MotivationYou are, in many ways, an eternal child. Your mind is bright, alert, curious, flexible, playful, and always eager for new experiences - and your attention span is often quite brief. You grasp ideas quickly and once your initial curiosity has been satisfied, you want to go on to something else. You crave frequent change, variety, meeting new situations and people. Section 2: Mental Interests and AbilitiesYour mind operates in a very deliberate and methodical manner and you dislike being rushed or forced to give an opinion before you have thoroughly ruminated and digested an idea. You are also difficult to influence once your mind is made up. So I'm pretty much a stubborn dreamer who ...

I have forgotten what my desk looks like - there is so much piled up on it that I can't even see past the paper. I have forgotten what my boyfriend looks like - eight more sleeps, eight more sleeps I have forgotten what an empty email inbox looks like - 300 messages is that much is it? I have so much to remember that I've forgotten things in order to make space for new things to forget.