A Good Sendoff?
As I was driving in D's parents car yesterday, listening to the Barenaked Ladies latest album, I was overcome with happiness.
I was so overcome with happiness that the morbid part of my brain piped up and thought that if I was to be hit by another car and die, right at that moment, that I would have been happy with the way I left the world.
Singing my heart out to my favourite band by myself - freedom - in a fancy car on the highway. I was comforted to know my loved ones would probably imagine me that way in my final moments.
No pain. No fear. No disease. Heck, probably not even a clue what happened.
Just happy. Just singing.
If you gotta go, it sounded like a great way, at the time.
It must be my leaving that has warped my thoughts so.
Perhaps I realize that I have done almost everything I came home to do. And now I'm heading off again, happy to take on another world without fear.
Another new beginning. Hopefully I'll be contently singing my way through that one as well.
As I was driving in D's parents car yesterday, listening to the Barenaked Ladies latest album, I was overcome with happiness.
I was so overcome with happiness that the morbid part of my brain piped up and thought that if I was to be hit by another car and die, right at that moment, that I would have been happy with the way I left the world.
Singing my heart out to my favourite band by myself - freedom - in a fancy car on the highway. I was comforted to know my loved ones would probably imagine me that way in my final moments.
No pain. No fear. No disease. Heck, probably not even a clue what happened.
Just happy. Just singing.
If you gotta go, it sounded like a great way, at the time.
It must be my leaving that has warped my thoughts so.
Perhaps I realize that I have done almost everything I came home to do. And now I'm heading off again, happy to take on another world without fear.
Another new beginning. Hopefully I'll be contently singing my way through that one as well.
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